不属于你的东西，你永远不会得到。

别勉强，别倔强。这一切只会伤害了自己。何必呢? 爱情就是这么直接.很多的时候,当你爱上了一个人,却发现它已有了爱人.有什么办法吗?

第一,选择大声告诉你对他的看法.
第二,任命自首,祝福他们永远快乐. ^^
第三,"暗恋"默默守护着他.又是这行有点行不通.很痛苦.

千万不要让自己后悔,或作出伤害自己的事.这是很傻的.这会让关心你,爱你的人担心,操心和费心.
实施放开你的手,仰望着蓝色的天空,一望无际,大声喊出你的痛楚.这会舒服一些.不要去喝酒或找人发泄.只会让你的前女友或男友嘲笑或怜悯.

不要后悔活抱怨.没有这个必要.

"早知道这样,就不要那样"

既然日不知道之前会发生什么事,那何必执著烦恼呢?哈哈.
你就视为一种经验, 他让你成长了,学会了懂事,为人操心.有人好爱,有事好做.
让你的每一天都充满期待.

男人和女人不同的地方就是:

男人总会把心事往心里塞
女人总会找人吐苦水.

哈哈. 总之不要太过计较.感情.自然好!笑一笑没烦恼.






karen
2008 对"爱"的看法

想必2008中五考生还记得话语试卷的一篇短文. 埃及斯默对雪的看法和深度了解的解说.很棒对吧!可为什么人类却不懂的诠释爱呢? 我从不向往浪漫,无知,盲目的爱情. 我觉得世上最美好的还是亲情和友情吧! 永远都那么的热那么的温暖^^你认为呢?

恐惧感

这是我原本计划做的 Egg Custard

结果，我做了该做的。吃了有点倒胃！我只好把他倒掉。到现在，那个怪味好漂浮在我的每个细胞。
真得很恐怖，拼了命的灌水。那个味道真的还在。好可怕喔。
还是， 那味道本来就是这样子？不知道，但真的不合胃口。午餐只好草草了事。
长得这么大了，只会吃鱼，不会钓鱼。真可悲。
回想起当年，是我的表哥教我煮快熟面。
如今也只会这种。很可笑吧！

MV Doulos

Finally i went there. I forgot most of the structure of the ship. I love it though it is a bit claustrophobic. Strong wind I love it cause i feel freedom when it blows on me. I feel the gravity and at anytime any place i might fly off hehe. Thanks to my aunt for driving me there~ I bought four books. Not yet started but i browse through it di.. must be nice. Haha the crew there look like princess and prince / king and queen. I like to be part of them but need to think of my studies i might join later. I will join i like the feeling of being volunteer and visit lots of place hehe with different people. Nice !!

Nation wide! Knowledge being seed and spread around. How nice!! Learn to be nice to people and smile to them they will also smile back to you! I love the crew there polite and humble. I learn to donate money from now on. Yea i do support Doulos that travel around the world !! Do support them too! I met a crew today he spoke politely

Crew X: Thanks you very much!
Me : Just smile and nod at him!

I wonder anything wrong with my gesture or action?? Haha cause he comments about me when i leave. Swt! There i met two schoolmate my junior prefect! HOw great they still remember me !! Swt hahaha All the best for you people and Happy New Year~ Yeah Doulos got the chance to experience Malaysian New Year feast!

I am a Cheese LoVer

I love Switzerland cheese!! hehe nice nice cozy ... i can't really express it in words.

My granny set her very first step in THE SPRING

Finally after many years pass, my granny set her very first foot in the Spring. Wonderful and unbelievable? But you got to believe this. Haha. First time i feel I grow taller than before cause I can't even hold my granny hand. To far to get hold. I only hang around her upper limb. Anyway I manage to do so. First we go TA KIONG. Sure I get stuck and hit by the head on trolley. Pain! just like blinded flies. I get the chance to hit back too. So don't worry haha.

After this we go eat. Curry, noodles, fishball soup.... etc. All well paid by my holly honoured 4th uncle. I think he spend more than RM 200+ basic LUNCH. I didn't manage to finish the rice. I mean it is a lot for me. I feel sorry for the remainder. Sorry!!Besides,my cousin (one year old girl) enjoy the curry rice very much !! swt. No matter where she looks all seem to be her meal (mam mam !! MAM MAM!!) she does show her ego!! scary sometimez. Let her rock hahaha

Then I think times to go home as my granny and I have no interested hanging around with women (my aunts and my mum ) watch baggy, high heeled shoes,clothes etc. Wow thanks i better go home.

My world is upsidedown

I am going crazy. I am having home sick. Stay at home for two weeks. Without going to any where. My friends go NS. I feel lonely. I feel the force and pressure. Abstract. Yet strong. Bring me out bring me out bring me out...

wow ! I would green with envy to the owner of this room !! hahaha i would probably die to it. No food no drink no sleep. It is okey for me. I don't mind. I like BooKs. But i am not book worm.

See what am i doing now... blogging .. PROVE: i am not a bookworm okies.

DISAPPOINTED

I hope I can go Doulos with mum and dad. And get the chance to take pictures with the BIG BIG pilot [公仔]. But when I ask my mum, she says we don't know where is it! Owh so sad. 7 years before i was 10 YD. I go there with my uncle and aunt. They bought me a book and 2 cards. I wonder why i would choose those stupid stuff. Now i got the chance to select things i want provided with my BRAIN and MEMORY. Agh now uncle and aunt got a new borned child to worry about. Will they still willing to fetch me up to go there?? IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN?

[V] Power concert 黑角`` Lollipop

极道学园 Goku Dou High School

I can't sleep well, soundly, deeply etc. why

Now it is the XX days i can't sleep well. Even when i close my eyes and force myself to sleep. My eyes will pop- open after awhile. I feel the pressure on my forehead the force per area that i am using my energy to close my eyes. I was desperate and icky. After I fall asleep i keep dreaming. Including dreaming about my granny who just set her foot in the Heaven. I dream about my loneliness and i am going to a beach alone. I need to cross a river. To reach another beach. I cross and no one there. Isolated and exotic view. I have no idea i do all this alone. I hate crowd? When it is time for lunch i walk back to the hotel. Before i reached the entrance i saw my primary classmate who had migrated to Australia since 98`. Am i an oyster?? I didn't even greet him. When he try to figure out who am i. I was regret when i was awake. Once again i am in the dark. Raining outside. Damp air. Suddenly temperature change make me suffer from sinus.

Another dream start again........ HEADACHE of having all this (any idea) help me.......

Meaningful MV and Song

I love the whole world

TV series that i wish to watch

最近爱上的歌曲 ：）

方大同&薛凱琪-復刻回憶

復刻回憶

詞 易家揚
曲 桑田佳祐
唱 薛凱琪.方大同

女 你還好嗎 好久不見
女 又來這裡 這個老店
女 後來的你 喜歡了誰
女 我們 聊聊天
男 現在的你 一樣美麗
男 至於愛情 是個回憶
男 她不愛我 他離開你
男 愛會來 就會去
*
男 在不同的城市努力 偶爾也會想想你

合 這樣的我 那樣的你 要很久才相聚
合 我們都沒說那遙遠的曾經
合 我們也沒提那故事的原因
合 青春的復刻回憶像一片雲 沒法子抓在手裡
合 我們的眼淚在複習著過去
合 我們的微笑是彼此的氧氣
合 復刻的回憶是封掛號信 多遠都可以找到你

男 窗外的樹 愛哭的風
男 煩惱的我 聰明的妳
男 愛是什麼 什麼人懂
男 所以 別難過
女 心還痛嗎 請忘了吧
女 所謂幸福 是個童話
女 後來的我 一切隨意
女 所以 沒關係
*RE
合 午後的悶熱的窗外的一場大雨
合 讓我們看見了以前的自己
合 把時光倒轉回到那一季 那年的夢他鄉的你

孫燕姿-一起走過


一起走過

唱 孫燕姿

是否還記得 從前美麗的天色
那時天很藍 我們的未來都在不遠地方晴朗著
一切都變了 生命不只是快樂
濃濃黑霧籠罩我們 暴風雨就要來了
但誰說不能 肩并著肩站穩
我們用心和用愛創造 讓新的世界誕生

在我心中我知道 這是永恒的長跑
好不容易 來到這里 明天還要追更多榮耀
把自己角色扮演好 全力以赴每一秒
和我的家人和我的朋友
向著目標手牽手 一起走到

這又是起點 我們有一樣心愿
當我們團結 狂風巨浪也不能阻擋我們走向前
誰害怕改變 只要緊握著信念
心中有夢沒有遙遠 跨出去就在瞬間
但誰說不能 肩并著肩站穩
我們用心和用愛創造 讓新的世界誕生


復刻回憶歌詞讓人滿有感觸的。
而一起走過…
畢業季要到了，大家有了力量，一起向前走吧！

朋友们，希望你们会喜欢。

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方大同的CD

nice songs do support him !

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2009`

A brand new me ! Let's celebrate the auspicious day of Merry X'mas with joy and reverence. May this bright day bring bountiful bliss to all Malaysians. May it also bless us all with health, wealth and prosperity. Let this festival of lights bring success to our doorsteps. Wish all my friends and relatives enjoy the wonderful spirit of the great festival.

How to deal with your messy room

Step1

Divide room into functional quarters. Assign each quarter according to the purpose of activity or function of the items stored within the parameters of the space. For example, organize all books and magazines along a book shelf or desk. Compliment the space with other creative, scholastic or artistic materials. Compliment wardrobe and closet space with accessory items. For example, place a coat/umbrella rack, laundry basket or storage boxes near or inside the wardrobe or closet.

Step2

Start from the top down. Clean drawers, desk space, and closet space first, working your way to the closet floor, under the bed and clutter arbitrarily scattered around the room.

Step3

Optimize space with storage containers. Use stackable storage boxes, bins and containers to maximize space, order clutter, and store similar items within the same space.

Step4

Use folders and trays to organize and store important documents. Store them inside a desk, in a closet or under a bed. Use a filing system that is easy to order, maintain and update. Incorporate labels and stickers for easy identification of each filing category.

Step5

Organize according to like items. Organize the room according to items that compliment other items. In the kitchen, for example, organize all appliances, gadgets and cooking tools according to their function and use. Conversely, in the living room, store all DVDs, CDs and remote controls for easy access. In the bathroom, store bath and beauty products on a shelf or basin according to daily or weekly use. Avoid storing large quantities of products in closed cabinets.



Haha i keep on arranging and deposing those unused printed paper. Stack and stack of papers, forms, cards, letters, files and books. I try to sort out and try to sell. Today is the second day i stuck and sleep inside the messy room haha for you information, my room look more messy than the picture above haha ~

Can I grow taller?

Yea I wish to if I can. I seem to reach the maximum height but can i continue to grow taller
instead of growing horizontally challenge ? ha ha

TIPS

1** you may like to do some stretching exercise
2**Zinc supplement aid with protein, calcium, tofu, nuts etc.
3**Consume fruits and vegetable including valid amount of meat

Japan trends

Lots of fans like him hehe Tamaki!@
Perfect line for girl ? Swt

I love their songs !!

Joanna 王若琳 - Times of Your Life

Jolin

Before & After

蔡依伶成功竞军华纳。可喜可了的一刻。拭目以待的未来。加油！

ShangHai

My uncle and aunt share a lot about their experiences and they said this must be the only place that suits me. hhaha but in addition i tell them that one more place also would be my place. It is the world biggest gambling place hahaa...

I will set my foot here one day. So do wait for me hahaha..

nightmare[S]

Exhausted night~ I have a bad dream and poor sleep 0.0 anyone have any idea about nightmare. I feel more tired then before i sleep. Endless nightmare keep on haunting me. Seems like i am a fool for you. I dream about that i am an 007 agent we are going to capture two lala girls and a guy. They look punk and evil. The abandoned building look dark and cold. Me and another unknown girl is asked to in charged of the upper part of the building. We keep tracing up using the emergency staircase. Quite tired and breathless and I am the one who saw the guy with red and black highlighted hair and a looked of emo. I can't really recognized his face but at that moment i don't have any idea about my leg. My leg giggle and I manage to capture him but finally give up and let him go. I wander why? not sure... and i feel guilty and this secret i only share with one of my friend. She keeps scolding me for let go the guy. I looked at the enterance gate. It is twilight and they all sneak out easily into a van. THEN I WOKE UP (2.00a.m) still raining outside. Headache. Force myself to sleep again.

Another story begin. I seem like an acteress different scene and different cast. Swt, here I come to my school festival celebration (preparation). We have big big big stage, behind the scene is my classmate and schoolmate busy doing the preparation. I am not sure who am i , they are so busy and i am the one who walking around. Then I accidentadly walk on the uncompleted stage. They I give a sign to the workers (apologized). Then once i walked down, i noticed those who prepared food set up fire. I am the one who noticed. I told them. They so worried. I am the one who is very calm. SOmeone (unknown) hold on me and ask me to stay and help to rescue people. (how he knows I have unusual ability. That moment i keep on refreshing the ways of helping people in fire. The heat is unbearable and it hurts my cells. THEN I WOKE UP AGAIN. 2.30p.m HAHA WHAT IS THIS (OR THIS IS STILL A DREAM) i am not sure. i forced myself to sleep once again.

lots of nightmare followed up some i forget and some of them embed deeply in my memory.
NOw i feel uneasy tired and puke.

RED ALERT: Any suggestion? Am i going to meet with a psycology or how??

Reunion Dinner at my maternal (granny) house

yea ! I overt tasting this things which is a burden for my digestion system. I eat a lot. I feel lonely cause no cousins is about my age. They are far away too young. Some are far away too adult. Swt. My only friend is my book. And looking at my uncle and aunt recent vacation photo albums. Nice and full of admiration. I will continue this passage in next blog to intro more about china.

My hair My hair ......

-.- today i go to my granny house. arh after finishing the work, my mum come and pick me. They start comment about my average long hair. I know there must be something 0.0 happen (soon)
yea then they talk to me " it's time to have a hair cut, now you look like old lady 30-40 lady!" "Oh yea oh yea!fine. OK here i go. I go to XX place , sorry to tell you that there fill with bizarre workers with bad attitude, some more there is a half man half girl entertained me make me feel worst about my hair (XY and XX chromosome must be something wrong) (sorry to say that) . Waiting for about 15 min. I sneak away! haha.. then followed to my mother's favorite YY place to cut. I don't like their taste but what to do. So sad now i am having a .... exactly like Christmas tree hair with lots of layered and when you touch it, it feels rough . She keeps on saying that my hair look good. I think she looks at the mirror of her too much and praising herself -.- !! so sad.. now look ugly. Don't want to look at the mirror anymore it gives me nightmare. Arh so sad sad sad sad SAD ...

Review : I will try to accept it. I will try to love myself ....

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