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My computer suffers from comfiguration all these days you don't see me online or even updating my blog. So, let's start from Wednesday lol.

I having my driving lesson with Andreana from St. Teresa. At last, I got her name in right consequence. I ask so I know. She is really a nice girl. When the first time I meet her, both of us so tired so we didn't greet each other. Until we are left behind, waiting for Mr. Lim ( our tutor) for triple half hours. As he said, wait for him for half an hour. Turn up to be one and a half hour. We chat in the hall there. We went at 11am but reach home about 4p.m. Both Andreana and me think the same way that we can do something better than waiting. The only thing we can do is wandering about the toilet and peek at the hill slope and car park. We are kind of fade up with the stinky smoke. Puff yucks!! I feel like asking them to swallow the whole bud of cigarette !!

Only till then, I start to worry about my route. I cannot memorize all of them. I mean I never memorize all the route when I am inside the car. Only listening to Mr Lim LECTURE and directing. Nothing much I pay attention on the road. When night fall, I ask my dad to driving me around one more time. We got the wrong and messy route lol.

Thursday

I am having my final driving lesson with Andreana once again. I drive Route C and Route A. 7 miles' road I do not really familiar with cause I never pass through there. Andreana is kind of familiar cause her aunt lives there. Sigh, at night I drive using auto. -.- Craps larh, Myvi is good the problem is mine. My driving skill sucks. All my confidence have just been blown out. I burst into tear wheh coming back home. A little bit of regret for trying up at night. I can't sleep at night till 1a.m wake up at 6a.m train of nightmares interrupt my sleep.

Today, I meet Beatrice ( kind of shock after sometime only I notice her. She is quite quiet. So I do not see her presence. I meet with a New Friend from St. Mary, Grace Tan. She says I am kind of familiar. Am I? So, common face ?? We talk a lot cause my turn is after her. She is Siri 2 No.17, I am No.18. I am so angry about that my tutor says shout for your no. when you reach the hill peak. Okay, I follow what he said. Solution is scolded by the JPJ officer gain!! NAMA. No.18. NAMA KAMU!! Karen Xxxx. What the....

Finally, come till a break for myself. Recently, kind of loads of events pack together and dump it to me. I have just finish having a car test. before this, I keep thinking of the joyful and happiness and also craziness of mine. After scolding by the JPJ officer, my mood seems to ease away. I still do not have high EQ. I pass my hill test without any doubt, when I reach the second part ( side parking and three-pointed turning). Urh, I know how everything will be going to move. Just that, when I sit into the car, everything mess up. I forget about my clutch, then I go for Gear 1. The uncle there scold me. Okay, this time I push my clutch and have gear 1. I once again forget about my hand break. Jackass!!! I feel like dying. This feeling feel no harm to me but my car. -.- My car dies up. Good good everything is good until JPJ officer scold.

JPJ officer: Hey, are you sure you ever taking driving lesson? ( fierce )

Karen (me): Yes yes, I just.... (agony)

Speechless, it is no point for explaining. Luckily me lol, I passed.

Now, Grace and me wait for the driving on the road one. I got Route C ( the hardest among the three) it include round about. Grace having Route A. Kind of envy her. I end up having Route A when I get into the car. -.- What is this? I just change my mind mode to Route C and keep on refresh with Grace about my Route. Now change!! OKay do what the JPJ officer wants. Suit him. Everything goes will. He keeping on asking me to drive faster. I didn't care mantain on 40km/J. I end up failing in getting mark in using suitable gear box. My engin dies up when I want to start going for my U-turn at the traffic lights. Not once but twice. The gear 1 can't eat and second time is I released my clutch too fast. ** the clutch really very high. I almost knock my knee with the starring. Long leg I have. See!! Lots of complaint for me. Lousy driver. Wuuu... By the way I do the U- turn quite perfect. The officer do not really scold me just very solment-looking.The officer calling up someone asking about if engin-dying kena saman tak? -.- Okay what so ever. In the end of the journey, experience lots of short cut and cutting the road. He says if I slip down on the enterance which having a small hill slope I will fail. Sure, I have cover lots of confidence in the enterance. No problem. I pass anyway. Grace who goes first coming back to the centre latter than me, cause I am having short cut.

I pass with my expectation so after recieving kinds of verbal torture from the officer. I kind of sad. No more fun. Andrena is Sesi 3 so till now I think she is having her side parking and three point turning. Pity her that she is alone. I feel like accompany her but Mr. Lim insists to take up back home. I feel numb and tired when I reach home. I am having my extra-combo meal!! Very hungry. Like starving driving test.