Friday, April 24, 2009


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Monday, April 6, 2009

This is a nice movie that you will sink your teeth into it. It makes you cries a lot and smile too. I feel that I keep spinning after watching this movie and realize the earth is still. Guess that my medicine starts it works gain! Bed-time! See ya.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Shortcut to Heaven

Today is a special day. Guess what? 2 weeks of Virus attack and the medicine I take never redeem my condition anyhow. Yeah! I can't say it is the doctor's responsibility and the one who SHARES the disease with me. It is all my fault. My immunity system is lousy.

Well, for the first week. I choose to take up Chinese' medicine. I find out that it doesn't really dazzle my VIRUS. So, I go to visit another doctor, who gives me tablets and fluid medicine. Let me show you how the medicine dazzle me. After consuming it, I sit lazily on my chair and count from one to ten. Your consciousness seem like whack by cataclysm. I surrender and go to bed straight. I never make my effort to go to bed so early. ZzzZzzz... peacefully and full of hallucination when I wake up mid night and dusk.

Morning, [yesterday] I go to my brother house for being a nanny of the house. Again, after the medicine, I lounge nicely on the comfortable chair and sleep. ZzZzzz... till my brother come back and he send me back home. I continue my sleeping marathon on my own bed. I have no idea how I get myself to my bed because my body seems like an empty shell that is far way too big for me to fill up.

Afternoon, I climb down from my bed with glittering star in my mind. Sitting on the table, I finished my lunch nebulously. I have my medicine again and go to bed.

After 4 hours sleep, I wake up and do some walking. Still like anytime I can pass out and kiss the concrete marble floor. My mum urges me to do some shopping. I follow like I am dreaming. I can't think rationally as both side of my brain on leave. Uhh! First destination, I keep myself in the car. Second destination, I go. I walk like a soul. Floating effortlessly and free of weight. Absolutely zero gravity. After a while, I can't wait for the escalator to send me to the heaven. I pass out. I should say nearly pass out. My vision suddenly become very very bright. Like I am now in heaven. I tell my mum and they cancel the shopping trip. My mum still ask me to walk more that I will feel better!! Darn it, I can't walk at all. My body seems like a Maggie Mee. Will they [my limbs] obey me?

I choose a dirty spot, actually no place is clean, I sit there to relax. I never feel so helpless and torture. A sheen of cold perspiration await at every pores of my skin. Luckily I didn't cry out loud in front of the public. I manage to do so. Finally, the car come and I sit in the car and rest.

Home, I finish my dinner and go to bed again. I smack myself on the bed and rest in peace.

Another day, I stop my medicine.To consume it just like having a carnage desire and I may die in second. My cough and flu come back again and give me a welcome smug on their face!!!!

I never ever love my bed so much!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Waking Up

I am subject to illness
I am not exempt from illness.
I am subject to death
I am not exempt from death.
Early in the dusk, I wake up sluggishly. I examine the round clock with dim light which barely pass through the mosquito netting of my 2x1 window. Well, I am awake. I choose to stay on bed. Sophisticated cough and flu make me throb. The air is filthy. Till 8a.m I finally climb down from my bed. I simply scavenge some breakfast then sitting in front of the computer. I feel sick for the long hour sit. I walk to my room to relax. My breathe is abnormal rhythm and coughing drive my crazy and dizzy. "HONK! HONK!" Here I gathered all my strength and check up whether is it Sister Amelene. Yeah, as I guess.
I look pallid and haggard. But still I want to go out of the house. I have been grounded VOLUNTARY for the past four months which pass like a shadow creep. We go visit school and finally end up at her house. Well, we chat a lot about pass and future, tuning in the same FM and talk and talk. About sometime, time reach to pick up his brother, pc and drop his suddenly-joined friend. She sends me home after that. Thanks for driving me out and this make the time counts for me. It means. Thanks.

I miss something in this passage and I don't feel like bring it up.
Thanks as everyone is safe. It seems like our guardian angel has been guiding our life
and spread their love and cares like aura that affect people around us.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009


The origin of April Fools' Day is obscure. One likely theory is that the modern holiday was first celebrated soon after the adoption of the Gregorian Calender; the term referred to someone still adhering to the Julian Calender which it replaced. In many pre-Christian cultures May Day (May 1) was celebrated as the first day of summer, and signalled the start of the spring planting season. An April Fool was someone who did this prematurely. Another origin is that April 1 was counted the first day of the year in France. When King Charles IX changed that to January 1, some people stayed with April 1. Those who did were called "April Fools" and were taunted by their neighbors. In the eighteenth century the festival was often posited as going back to the times of Noah. An English newspaper article published on April 13th, 1789 said that the day had its origins when he sent the raven off too early, before the waters had receded. He did this on the first day of the Hebrew month that corresponds with April. A possible reference to April Fools' Day can be seen in the Canterbury Tales (ca 1400) in the Nun's Priest's tale, a tale of two fools: Chanticleer and the fox, which took place on March 32nd.

Welcome Shawn !!

We got celebration for our Uncle from KL. Between, I am holding this beer due to
my happiness of my new-born nephew. Well, I might as well treat him as my brother ^^
Everyone walk pass me with a shock grin and say wow you drink beer?
Physically I am receive training from my forth uncle, so I smug and them~ Yea.
I must learn to be ... a man?? nono.. broaden up my mind and experience.
Ta da~ Meet my nephew- Brother Shawn.
Cute huh? Gentle and decent.
Most attractive part of his facial: Mouth (so sexy and hot)
He cries with weak and soft plus gentlemen melody~
The sound just like wind charming.

Ah so comfortable. I watch for too long till I get the 90* degree anticlockwise head position.
Hardly screw it back.
He smells nice.

Sometime he cries,
sometime he smiles,
sometime he plays with his saliva,
sometime he blows bubble.

He is brother Shawn Lau.
31 March 2009
Lucky boy~
Promise from me:
I will try to hold you -- in fact I don't dare to touch as you look so fragile
and seem like you will shatters anytime under my hug.
Don't worry, take it easy! hehe. Love you always. I will.
Bless him happy and well being!

My parents and I saw Abdul Taib Mahmud while off we go.

Too sudden, no time to salute him.

Excuses?? Maybe.

He is a Korean yet looks like Taiwanese huh? Hehe.. he can speak Chinese, Cantonese, Korean, English and etc. Though his chinese sounds a bit weird than the usual. He still remain looking hot.


If anyone saw this book in bookshop or anywhere!! Please let me know yea- THANKS!! Hehe..I want to read this book for a long time but I still can't find it anywhere.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Family Nightouts

I like to use long spoon and chopstick.
Well, I do like the creosote chair. It feels benign when you sit on it.
The floor glitters. It looks better in tangible view.
My mum's order. Green tea. The mug looks antique huh?
I got to explain to my eldest maternal uncle about the beverage choice
cause he forgets to bring his spec.

My order. Can I consider it as Korea Soy Milk? Haha.
I love the size.
Tada~ The small dishes taste good. There are kimchi, black bean
bean sprout, carrot-seaweed-sesame mixed, veges and bean curt.

There are pork leg, pork......etc.
Well, I leave it untouchable.
They enjoy very much.

Korea Pizza. Taste cozy when you ad on chilies.

Kim chi soup! Nice. This is the way they used to eat. I mean Korean.

Guess what! only my brother and my sister-in-law entertain my insanity!!
After this, I called a waitress helped me to snap some pic.
Can I said that she is too gentle by pushing the button on it?
Take one take two which I smile till flawless and my jaw nearly drop.
By the time, I catch back my camera. Nothing she gets. Well, fine.
Just freeze superfluously for seconds.
I loathes it.
Do I look pale and thinner?? I am not sure
this is recently when I meet someone and everyone
say the same things. Maybe because I am ill. Guess so.

Let us close our eyes and mourn for the trees and forest.
My excuses for using so many pieces:
I'm flu and I cough a lot.
Wipe out my cat's imitation mouth.
Perspiration of my cold soy milk.
The hot food drives me crazy.
After 30 Hour Famine, the most important lesson I learn
is not to waste food. I know there leave only a spoonful of kim chi soup
and countable rice on the left over. I pick it up and finish it.

I like to play with all these a lot.

Haha. I finished the cabbages underneath it.
Don't ask me not to waste the onions and chilies okay??
If you want it, get it yourself.
Bid farewell to my maternal eldest uncle. That he used to teach me
to call him "DA Q" since I was young.
It has been a long time to get us reunion again.
He will be going back to KL soon.
To my uncle, yea we have been just coming back from Korea huh~
It is blur because I forget to change it into auto or panfocus.
I will get the clearer one from my brother.
Not to say farewell but this pic is taken the day before
my sis-in-law enter the hospital and wait for my nephew departure~
I enjoy the fickle roof. It changes it color like changing it's mood.
Before that, we planned to eat here. But we changed our mind when we
get to know it do not operate every Monday.

Forgive me~
Whilst in the journey, we head on to pharmacy. I loathe go to clinic.
I feel claustrophobic and hectic inside there. So I choose to get some medicine
by the pharmacy. Hope I get well soon.
I hate the combo bomb flu-headache-cough disease.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

p.s I love you