I want to learn but i can't

I like violin & piano

These two pictures show. They show what I want but I can't. Nothing is impossible. Yea I know this phrase. Money is not everything. Is that true? Money drive me and you crazy and ironically drive me and you a maid of money. Our soul is grabbed by money?

Whenever someone ask: Hey Karen, you know how to play piano huh?
My Friends: Ha you have long fingers, suit a pianist. ( oh yea~)
Last vacation I went into a musical instrument shop. The owner come to me and smile ( an old kind granpa) : You seems to like this piano very much.(YAMAHA) Want to buy?

I just smiled at him and telling him the truth
1st I don't have so much cash!
2nd My parents forbidden me .
3rd None of my siblings have such interest and never get interested in such things. So as if I want to learn these kind of things is IMPOSSIBLE okey.

I will try my very best to manage to learn it when i go to University! Try Try Try until you success. [Quote Miss C)