原来这才叫家

Do you ever wonder? during the funeral pocession you may wonder who is she who is he ? yea the answer is simple yet you don know them. They have blood connection with yours !! believe that. today only i know who is my paternal cousins and lots of cousin there from united state, taiwan,new zealand, hong kong ... XX some of them never come back before but the name is printed clearly on the newspaper flucks and state where they located. SOme more they are friendly, some quite obidient and some are cheerful and cute too..

haha Darren hoho super cute brother. He is only five years old and genius ^^ fair and cute guy.. with brain (this is what i admired so much)
some of my cousin change a lot some grow taller
some grow mature
some grow older
some more ...

but i keep on thinking ... is this the last chance we meet together by losing a main bonding element? my gramma.

will we meet again or next time when we meet somewhere else
when we get married
when we get settle in other country
will we still keep in touch
some more if someone leave earlier??
will we be informed and work together again?

yea i may think too much but don you feel curios??
curiosity kills a cat
and some more will we lose contact just like this
urh this is my 17th years old experience

my 3rd aunty is a very cheerful people.. she is quite a challenger haha nice to mix with... there is climax when you talk to here.. she likes to share this is what i observe and she cares everyone almost every single one!! i seen her once only during photo taking session then this time is the second time.. any third time?? or it is too early to say/?

some more now i only know there is cousin called AH TAK, BABE, MOI MOI , AH KWANG , AH BOY AH NA (THOSE ARE SPECIALL NICKNAME DEDICATED TO THEM)and zhuang zhuang (never see her before) yun yu and yun xiang and da yong (same age as me) i wonder how she look like and how tall is her and one thing i am sure is her studies and brained knowledge must be 10 to the power of N (n=100,101,102....)
-.- true la i don't think she does write blog playin friendster and MSN some more!! that never triggers your brain. (my hobby). Emily, Allison and Darren

my cousin oh yahh yun wei and cindy .. din see them for long time already~ hmm .. next year i don think i will be celebrating chinese new year ~ perhaps.......so when will we meet again??

sometime i feel like wanting to ask my cousin what is your last message that when you pray and chant for granny?? haha.. i feel so unconfortable for listening to the absence of granny that sudden absent in my heart such a wired feel and try to ignore this feeling.. the more i ignore the stronger the feel so ... hmm...speechless larh

true what to talk with my cousin.. i am type of person that like to do something more speciall then just play or talk with my cousin... when you ask me why am i so quite here you get the answer. I don like crowd and this is my bahavoir don you think it is cool... maybe one day i will be as talkative as someone and able to socialize with the crowd too perhaps... ....