I enjoy my life very much

Yes that's me the yellowish smiley face~contented and happily after ever~

Today is the first day of Ox's Chinese New Year~ I wake up early in the morning. I am sure that I still can feel the minor laziness stop me from total awake. My brother and sister-in-law come to my house at 10a.m. After breakfast, we have picture snapping session.

We go to temple. I watch lots of people shuffling at the entrance of the temple. I wonder are they chatting as visiting or come and chanting. Lots of butts gather at the stairs. I face some difficulties to catch with the concrete steps. As I wear high heels. Who cares about you? I don't care. Then, we go home and have our lunch. Hungry~ We have Mee Sua

Afternoon, finally we go to granny house. Arh~ I miss her so much!!! Damn Damn!!!!! She lays on the arm chair (effortlessly) Her suffer from joint pain and her leg is swelling. I am so hurt to see her laying on the chair..... ( unwillingly)

I meet my cousins, they become prettier, cuter, thin, big eyes, more handsome, look good and happy. I am happy to see them too~ Such a long time. This year kind of pity that I idn't meet with my paternal side family. Since the funeral possession my my granny~

I think this is not a matter for us to go visit them~ As they don't feel like approach and keep in touch with us~ We can be the model or leader ~ We are family and we are blood linked. Don't we? Back to my maternal granny~ I love her so much as she cares me since young. She is the one who bring me up~ Now I feel I my growing up with broad minded, healthy and have good brain to resist hardship of my life ^^ My granny is a wonderful little woman. I do consider her as one~

My uncle who live with my granny is kind of outgoing type. They don't do house work and don't even take good care about my granny since my little cousin born. My granny is forced to do house work, stand long, bla bla bla.... all these things I don't think she should or must do!!!
Where is my uncle?? huh?? gone.. yea gone !!! GONE.. They do NOTHING !!!!!!! Where is filial piety is those word seem to be blind to them??

From now on i will always go back to my granny house to help her...ASAP!! SOS... I have no qualification... can i said to be like that.. As I need to respect eldest.. I don't have qualification to say all these to my uncle!!! I hope he and my aunt will realise one day. I believe they are good ones! Miracle may happen who knows!

I only can present to care for my granny~ She is lonely... and I do think that she required and NEED INDEED a lot of cares This is what she needs and actually needs. Comman but treasurable need! My granny looks older since yesterday. But to me she is always young and beautiful like MONA LISA. She is a nice woman ~ She doesn't mine if I make some mistake or say something wrong~ She is a good listener and a good guardiance to young ( me). She is brave and discipline. Hard and strong trained since young~ She does lots of guyS work like carries buckets of water using a lever~ Now she has a hunching back.

She always hope her grandchilden often coming back and sit with her~ talk with her. She always hope that her grandchildren are always bleesed and happy~ Live in peace and harmony that is more that enough. She wants me to enjoy my time in watching television or feel full when having lunch or dinner there~ BUt i think she need a pair of ear to lean on~ ^^ I enjoy talking with my granny~ helping her as that what I should do and I think the only things I can do~

I think if next month I still can't get my job I will go take care of her~ I can't say and i will never say i hate my uncle and aunt BUT I forgive them this is what i want to say~ to forgive is devine! this is what Miss Chee said~ I still remember it. If i get my job~ I will .... SEECRET haaha~ yes I promise~

Since todau is new year~ I would like to forgive all my friends that I ever hate or even jealous~ to say sorry to those I hurt !! Sorry~ please forgive me!! Be happy``

Besides, today I go visit my teacher Puan Ting Suk Nyagan~ lovely, wise and kind teacher~ We chat a lot about personal, school and others~ Happy time pass like flowing river. I do appreciate it and i will visit and keep in touch with her!! See you next year~ ( another day~ somewhere )

blessed and love you all!